‎If you remember me, then I don’t care if everyone else forgets.- Haruki Murakami, Kafka on the Shore



Thursday, September 12, 2013

#464 - Young, restless, clueless

That sums me up nicely.
- Finished mid-sem exams and feel like I'm on holidays already (: After the oral, the teacher tells me I was very confident. That's definitely not true - I'm nervous and tense deep down; I'm just great at faking confidence and my outer shell. Last day of the first half of the second semester hanging out with lovely people. Bought a ticket for Conception Day too. This semester was a lot better than the first, mainly because I got to meet so many people, experienced new things and found like-minded people who have made me laugh many times and make me feel really fortunate to know them. Work has helped me to not be as awkward and more outgoing with new people and also to be more confident - yay (:
- Too addicted to Mario Kart after longing to own it since I was introduced to it in 2009, I play several rounds with Steph every day regardless of workload (:
- Whilst standing in the line for KFC, I was talking to friends about how I greet customers by saying "Hi, how can I help you" and they sometimes respond by saying "I'm good, thank you" and then went to the girl to order lunch and said "Hi how can I help..." massive facepalm moment right there. Clearly too engrossed in my work mentality haha  
 - A wise and experienced old soul tells me I'm a "young padowan" who still needs to learn the ways and that it's different for everyone. Yet I'm so clueless and rather afraid about how to proceed, fearing the consequences if I take a wrong step. I want to know how to handle this but I don't even know myself. One moment, I wonder how things will turn out but then I just lose faith and fall into an abyss of uncertainty.
- My respect for someone who I've the misfortune of doing group work dropped so much when they related their sleazy ways to the group with a smile on their face. I don't want to know what you've done and neither does anyone else. Gross.  
- Don't judge someone if I don't know the whole story.
- Getting my daily dose of trashy TV with the Bachelor Australia. "Awww, she has back fat" - women are so bitchy sometimes. Me included.
- Male PMS is real. 
- Rescuing a stray.
- Late night Thursday chilling with Rob: catch up session over sushi, ramen and milk tea.
Sent this to myself from Jules' phone - two of my faves minus Rubes and the dudes.


Having too much fun with Rob's photo app hehe.

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