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Monday, March 5, 2012

#244 - The sleeping dead

The internet fiasco continues, hovering between fast and slow. DAMN YOU HOW MANY TECH PEOPLE DO I HAVE TO CALL :(
And I swear this year I just don't have enough energy anymore. Last year, I could easily pull all nighters and not feel like a zombie, but now, even if I sleep a little later, I'm just.... listless. Plus I have afternoon naps a lot more, which range from 2-4.5 hours and no one wakes me up :( I'm more dependent on coffee too; in the past 24 hours I drank 3 cups - oops. But yessss coffee still works for me in making me feel less tired and giving me that "morning boost". It helped me stay awake at 11.30 pm xD

And right, about cramming. I must never ever do it again. Ever, since sleep is something I have taken for granted in the past and these days, it's something I really treasure now. And I broke out so bad this time - I shall blame it on the lack of sleep and erratic patterns of sleep. It sucks because I can only get into the mood of hardcore studying just before exams >_> Also, I don't know if I'm supposed to be relieved that they postponed it until tomorrow - there's more stress but then there's a little more time to prepare? However, this time I really feel like I'm going to disappoint, what about if the scenario is something I haven't researched on =|  Well, if I screw it, I screwed it. Tonight, I shall get enough sleep =D

And ...... I'm apparently "hard to read" in situations like today? I was relatively normal  and engrossed in what I was saying! But yeah, they probably still have a bad impression of me as a creepy creepy fan girl (I"m not one at all D: well not too creepy...) I don't know. Mysterious people just capture my interest. I like mysterious people.

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