#68 - filler post with youtube..?

attempting to be super prepared and organised. i've found my aos text already! requiem for a dream ;D (...... i can't find anything else related, or maybe i haven't looked hard enough?)
anyway, i adore the soundtrack - it's so amazingly cold and haunting.
ohh and for some weird reason, there's a lot of never say never vids appearing on youtube.. O_o
oh and i found a vid on real life mario kart- wheeeeeeeeeeeee



vfx = awesome. but too obsessed with guns ==
but i do wish i had giant guns like in the below vid so i could kill maths >:D

#67 - Promo vids

so we can all relive the memories of tri school i have found some promo vids from youtube. unfortunately my eco teacher conned us into doing work so we couldnt watch girra vs ruse and a certain friend >> told me about it

oh and also thanks for finally posting sweet (: - pinches cheek

and well arranging videos into certain positions is quite hard anyhow enjoy ^^
i was meant to write more but i seem i somehow forgot what i wanted to say i think it was insighful but i shall try to remember it for next time~

#62 - GIRRA WHAT? GIRRAWEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEN

tri school tournament today~! and maroon day, though barely anyone wore maroon. just one of those fun fridays where no one does any work - such as in bio, we go out to do a prac, but end up watching touch and hanging around with the eco class :P
i am so full of pride for girra even though we got smashed by both ruse and baulko on our own home field. and i swear, girra fully banded together (for the first time) when we watched the touch games at lunch and cheered our kids on :') YAY FOR GIRRAPRIDEEE!!
apparently baulko won with 32 points, and girra and ruse tied for second place with 28~ so gratz to baulko and good work to girra+ruse. anyway, i loved the tournament, and i hope we have another one next year :D
something weeners can brag about: we got sponsored by woolies, rebel sport, angel's driving school (how random lol) and forest presentations (random again) - 4 sponsors in total, and got supported by blacktown sun, blacktown advocate, and 2ccr FM 90.5 - 3 supporters.
ruse: 0 sponsors and supporters (so unloveddd)
baulko: 0 sponsors, 2 supporters - hills news, and hills shire times
end result: the public loves us weeners the best! hahahahahaha ^^
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and i think i was the biggest student donor to the appeal:P $10~~which doesn't make me a "richboy" T^T AND i donated all my loose change to a salvos guy at the station today ~ the joy of giving ^^
and yay for fridays:D

oh and viv, you're a wonderful maths teacher! thankkkkkks for your patience and time (esp. in eng.. hehe^^) ♥♥♥

#61- Success! and Relief

well in the holidays i've been losing alot of sleep all because of a god damn stupid cockatoo that my neighbours bought. i wouldnt mind it if it wasnt for the fact that its outside, squawks like every 10 minutes and is literally 3m away from my window. but the good news is that a few days ago i noticed that the cage was empty I IS SO HAPPY~lah
i think writing in capitals has ruined my grammar and punctuation so i shall not do that again ... for a while =D onto the relief part of my post---> sigh its finally over the first and last assessment task for the term (: but that just means that term 2 will kill us all ): but but but i wouldn't have been able to survive the past week without V. you are amazing and i'm so glad i can depend on you so THANK YOU!

#60 - another bloody monday.

that was hard to read== *points down below*
anyway. i think i'm a zombie atm. reasons include:
-never/little sleep
-eyes are closed most of the time, srsly
-feel dead and undead all the time
-if i don't drink coffee i sleep (is that even a legit reason...)
-grouchy
-eat red brains with relish everyday! (if you sit with me you know what these red brains are^^)
and that's the way i roll >:D
daily joy: jailbreak, you have made life three times more awesome.
daily rage: I HATE YOU MATHS. SO MUCH. WHY ARE YOU SO FREAKING LONG AND TEDIOUS AND ENDLESS!! :@ and i hate mondays

#59- A CAPS POST

ACCORDING TO VIV IT IS INCREDIBLY HARD TO READ WHAT I'M ABOUT TO SAY BECAUSE I SHALL BE TYPING THE WHOLE THING IN CAPITALS- WARNING
ANYHOW LATELY I HAVE BEEN THINKING OF A WAY TO VENT MY FRUSTRATION DUE TO THE CREATIVE WRITING PIECE DUE ON WEDNESDAY - FOR THOSE OF YOU WHO DONT KNOW ME VERY WELL I HATE CREATIVE WRITING I ABSOLUTELY DETEST IT, IN FACT I WOULD RATHER WRITE 10 ESSAYS THAN JUST 1 SHORT STORY AND BECAUSE I'M FEELING SAD RIGHT NOW I SHALL LEAVE YOU ALL WITH A VIDEO THAT I WATCHED IN ENGLISH LAST YEAR BTW FOR ALL IN SWEENEY'S ENGLISH I MISS YOU ALL TT WE WERE ONE COOL CLASS ^^OH AND ITS SO HARD TO EVEN LOOK AT THIS POST WITHOUT MY BRAIN DYING ><

#58 - nocturnal animal that i am

good morning everyone! muahaha. it's a very early good morning.
and you're probably wondering why i'm posting so early? hm. bitter inspired me, i'm nocturnal and yeah.. that's why i sleep in class sometimes.. anyway this post will be about random stuff i'm into=D so today i finally listened to more metallica. years too late! welcome home sanitarium :9 i know i don't seem to be the type to like metal, but because im such an angsty person (no joke i actually am), i do. and i'm wallowing in much sadness at my failness at transcribing and composing. the notes just don't come to me :((( and- found my love for tokio hotel again; their lyrics are so relate-able and meaningful.
moving on. im experiencing a lomo-love. the film is so expensive *rages* but then the look of the photos are just wow. well i know im going to be the proud owner of a diana or lca even though it's going to take a while :D

#57- Birthday Shout!

sigh i cant believe that you didnt tell me it was your birthday yesterday TT i thought we were close >< but obviously not... anyhow happy birthday to aforementioned person whom i shall call bball guy cos he's one tank person whom i enjoy lively discussions with [ mostly about ppointless stuff but still its a discussion yeah]
and i think ill leave it at that because i am currently hardcore mathing and englishing ... well at least trying to oh and dont ask why im posting at like 6:30 in the morning >>

#56 - fridays!

tgif!!
i slept in eng again and got doodled on with my own pens <- result of me dA-ing too much at night ><
anyway. i love the freedom the weekend brings. oh and finally i am getting back into the habit of borrowing insane amounts of books- which means it's time to stretch my reading horizons (: actually not really. i read crime fiction, thriller and mystery only. no stereotypical love stories ftw=D

..and yet there's love in the air (:

AND 1234 VIEWS (y)

#55- Crabby me

okay so i initally wanted to title this i is sad ): part 7 but it seems as though i should create a new title maybe i is tired :$ because well lately i've been saying im tired way too often i think that some of my friends are now ignoring me due to my endless compliants about english, english ext, the endless amount of maths hw i have, eco, phys, chem + eng and maths tutoring; oh and i have a maths test on saturday =[ but betters day is far far far worse than mine so i hope she survives saturday.
tomorrow is film excursion [yay] only we have to use this as a stimulus for our creative writing story although it is possible to plan, write and edit this story all before tomorow and hand it in on tuesday/wednesday  which makes this entire assessment pointless as the english faculty might as well ask the grade to write a story depicting the human condition- end of story but it gives us the excuse to get out of school for a day and have lunch at the forum so i shall stop being crabby
on a final note i is sorry to everyone for not posting for nearly one week which is quite depressing as this blog shall not die =D and also the customer service and coffee is amazing at coffee emporium parra westfield

#54 - things:

-waking up at the wonderful time of twelve in the afternoon
-happy 70th~something bday to grandma! ^^ (L)
-two chem lessons in a week is gross. but i saw tess (: who then doodled on my arm and neck >:(
-late red pockets and a present in the form of a legal textbook from allie, my beloved humanities nerd
-invincible black bugs in the shower that never seem to die?!
-procrastination to the max on photoshop (:
-three exercises of unfinished maths hw
-squishing the cheeks off my five year old cousin :D
-random cuddly cats wandering around my house
-reading books
the joy of weekends.

#53- Swimming Carnival + fake val day

so i havent posted for a while, i is sorry~lahh but i have an excuse IM TIRED T^T.... yeah i've been saying that alot lately but its true. so whilst some of you kiddies were off enjoying yourself at camp i was stuck at school. i had planned on taking the day off yesterday if it wasnt for the fact that im a peer support leader so its my supposed responsibility to lead the year 7s to the venue- i is sad because there was literally nothing to do and i wanted to sleep! anyhow today my school celebrated val day because the yr12s have camp on monday and also because volleyball is on monday as well. due to micellaneous reasons chocolates replace roses [i is fat now ):]
note photo is incredibly bad because i cbb to make it look pretty so yeah, hopefully there'll be more love at school on monday cos everyone was so out of it except for the src.

#52 - camp

and i'm back from camp and straight back into school again nooo
this is a really really really long post (again)
camp wasn't that bushy even though it's called great aussie bush camp. but it was FUN. i dunno if i liked year 9 camp better since i do miss the people who were with me in cabins, but i'm sort of glad i have a few different people, even if they didn't know when to stop talking so loudly at night >_>
the cabins were cramped and squishy and fit 8 girls. they didn't provide blankets or pillows, so i slept on a towel for a pillow and a sheet for a blanket :( i felt like a hobo
toilets were really ... there were ten showers and 6 toilets or so. and everyone took sooooo long to shower, we had to put a three minute limit and threaten to steal their stuff =o
and the food! it was junk food after another- sounds so yummy but i think i'm sick of junk food now
and something really annoying. they told us to bring a mess kit, but the only thing we needed was a cup. and all the rest of the stuff we didn't need and it just sat in our luggage for the entire camp=.=
and i lost my voice. i wheeze when i try to talk in my normal voice and you can't even hear half of the stuff i'm saying cos it just disappears somewhere :( and now i can only whisper, because talking normally is too much of an effort! i sound so terrible and i keep needing to repeat things because no one can hear me :( and i ate three packets of chips and a few sour worms too because i just couldn't resist all the junk food being passed around the cabin T^T my voice = terribly horribly monstrously deep and squeaky simultaneously, whisper = normal voice except it's much quieter
okay, back to camp details. on the first day my group (group 1) did survivor challenge. we got split into two groups of thirteen people and competed to see which team could put three planks on tyres in the dam and reach the middle first. and that was hard. sooo much team work, and screaming going on, and people falling into the water. and it was scary balancing on planks and everyone was squashed beside you. anyway my team lost but it was fun (: and we did a crossroad lecture about sex and relationships - awkward. and then in the night we played commando! everyone had to split into teams and one person from each team had to be a hostage. we had to retrieve our hostage without getting shone in the face with a torch by a teacher or camp instructor who acted as guards and patrolled. so the first time we sucked. and i got scared shitless. henretty popped up randomly and said BOOOOO straight to me and his face looked really creepy and i screamed really really loudly for like ten seconds(i think this contributed to my lost voice since my voice was okay on the first day)the second time we were awesome and hid for 20 mins but then got caught cos we whispered too loudly .. and then we just sucked. we got caught 100-200m from the camp fire for the next three times <- fail. after commando we watched a camp instructor do two fire dances :D
and talked in bed until like 12 when security told us off and got woken up at 6. arrghhh. everyone was so LOUD and AWAKE and TALKATIVE and some people were already showering =| and then we did canoeing! i sat in the front. and i reckon we were pretty decent, and we only bumped into trees three times during canoeing (: then we did abseiling - 12m down the wall. i was a total noob. i slid against the wall instead of jumping and i couldn't get the L shape right ><
and then we went to some place called ocean beach and spent 30 minutes walking on the beach to get to where the life guards were and stayed for one and half hours. but we made a sandcastle and a white crab made it their home (: and we took an awesome jumping photo! :D perfect timing and for once i was actually jumping pretty high (: then after dinner we did a bvg battle and we lost, totally smashed by the guys ): zzz
and everyone was pretty dead tired and we all slept before 12. then we were forced to wake up at 6 to clean out our cabins. then we had brekky, then high ropes. soooo scary! it was pretty long too. you had to go in a team of four and walk along ropes, ten metres off the ground. i'm sort of scared of heights 10m and above and i wobbled like crazy on the first section of rope and then when i looked down i just wanted to cry. <- wimpy me :( i was so unbalanced! got steadier though and i flying fox-ed two sections and saved nicola who got stuck when in the middle of a section when she decided to do the flying fox XD i wish this wasn't true but i'm still scared of heights. i know that the stuff is safe but i'm just scared anyway and think of many drastic and dramatic situations as to what could happen which is 99% unlikely to happen >< after high ropes we went to another crossroad lecture about drugs where i was hoping to doze off but i didn't. i just reaffirmed i was 100% certain i shall never do drugs. the videos were too graphic and disturbing. after that we ate lunch and headed for home! arrived at school around 3.30~ and now here i am at home (:
oh and hannah has a really good polaroid pic with me! with but she won't let me keep it unless she gets bored of it and doesn't like it anymore:( so i took a photo of it.
here it is, a photo of a photo -


I WANT THE REAL POLAROID PIC!
and bitter, i'm camp-pic-less sorrrrrrrry! and that is one real fat squishy pikachu! (:

#51- A time for goodbye...

soo the week long heatwave has finally ended. i is happy (: ! we no longer have to crash the tlc, library or any other random unoccupied room during school hours.
it is also a time to say goodbye to my dear yellow fuzzy friend who i have spent 10 jolly years with. i am sure that it has gone to a lovely new home where it shall receive more love and care compared to my treatment of it which included spending some quality bonding time with my many other plushies for around 3-4 years.
val day is coming up and im thinking of reviving my baking obsession so if anyone has any suggestions as to what i shall make please let me know and if possible i would like to collaborate with someone. unfortunately my school shall be celebrating val day in an unusual manner this year because the supplier went out of business so instead of roses we have chocolates. and sweet i hope you enjoyed camp i want to see pics asap

#50 - pre camp

ONEDAYTOCAMP! =o
and i still haven't done anything...except play with photoshop which i have discovered to be extremely fun and hard and time consuming, but i did learn how to fake a dslr effect >:D
i shall do everything i need to do by tonight hopefully, and yesss the weather finally isn't higher than 30 degrees!
and now i think i actually might pack jeans and a jumper since it's cooler at the coast hmmm..
anyway nothing else to write except that i will miss you my beloved blog TT and i will miss you for the next three days dreadfully and the internet too :(
anyway that's it for now and i shall write back on the ninth. ciaooooo

p.s shirley i agree with your mum on the brainwashing you terrible aznFANGIRL

#49- I is sad ): part 6

okay to be honest im not that sad its just that i seem to scrutinise my life more so than others. today i had tutoring and omg wtf is locus it is the most pointless thing ever in the history of our civilisation. I HATE MATHS argghhhh its so pointless why am i even doing extension and am planning on doing extension 2 when i clearly do not have the talent nor the capabiltity to handle such a strenuous task. on the way back in my friends car i was randomly flicking through this magazine and guess who the main article was about??? okay i doubt anyone else cares besides wendy but it was SHOW LO <333333 which made me feel even more depressed as my mother thinks that by going to his concert i am conforming to this stereotypical teenager who doesnt know how to think for themself and that show lo is  bad guy for brainwashing people like wendy and i . btw i am forbidded to go to his concert T______T and also my my shin ramyun went soggy cos my mum wanted to watch this chinese drama [grrrrr]

photo on the move ~ftw

oh and sweet come to parra for val day with the rest of us kk 

#48 - only human

so we fought, yelled, got hurt, felt down, drowned ourselves in guilt and wallowed in the blackness of anger. too proud and hurt to admit our faults and mistakes. making irrational spur-of-the-moment decisions without thinking of the consequences. keeping everything all bottled up inside, not telling a soul. just thinking and thinking. and then we found our consciences. and everything seemed like a never ending series of misunderstandings. then we said one word, just one, and it helped make everything all better. this was just a fight but we realized we were erroneous, imperfect, cruel and everything else that made us all only human. (:

"open your eyes to see through the walls of doubt; open your heart to live beyond the shell that holds you down." - revive

^ song lyrics are from a christian band and i don't believe in god, but this line applies to us all. our eyes and hearts were still closed .. and hopefully they are open from here on:)

edit: why does my dad own like a lumix and canon eos that he never uses?! and doesn't let me use them either?! :( :(
to bitter: was i supposed to be at sevo yesterday... =ooooo

#47- I is sad ): part 5 + water fight

okay i've been trying hard to avoid this post but unfortunately numerous things happened today. so today was school photos [yes i know its a bit early but yeah...] and well the photo people made us stand in order of tallest - shortest and guess where i stood [ and no i did not stand at the very back >>] yet unfortunately i still had to be seated at the end. this is one of the many reasons why i hate school photos as it gives many people the excuse to make remarks about my height such as BATTER and BUTTER[ though they do this everyday but thats beside the point] and also why am i the only person who got picked on for sitting at the end when there are 3 other ppl who sat at the end as well T^T even my the kids in my peer support make fun of me [sob sob] and SWEET how dare you keep me waiting at sevo today CHECK YOUR PHONE WOMAN >=[  and also do you know how hard it is to go and find a year 7 nts never do it again. oh and someone has the same watch as me so i need a to get a new watch also because a certain someone defaced it [grrrrr]. this is random but today during dinner a fly flew into my mums soup- it was quite hilarious ^^ cos she only just started to drink it

on another note we had a  mini waterfight on tuesday though it was very one sided but it did help us all to cool down. thank you BETTER for organising it and we should do it again soon cos its going to be hot for a while. get well soon okay~

#46 - a rather long post

[a long post. read only if you're bored, and i was so bored i wrote so much]

better day on the train. was not yelled at by randoms thankfully. and so today's the last day of the year according the chinese system. sooo. red pockets soon(:
and today is the sort of day where i wish girra was rich and had aircon. the weather is going to burn everything into a crisp if it doesn't rain soon==
anyway. i feel sort of guilty because i've decided to be judgmental of some new kids and therefore have not been bothered to make the effort to be nice and talk to them. and so glad that today, someone persuaded me to do the right thing with them when a new person was sitting all by themselves in class and no one offered to talk to her or sit next to her..including me for about half the lesson. which makes me pretty slack. anyhow, in the end my conscience got the better of me and we moved from our seats, introduced ourselves and sat next to her. i'm still full of guilt for not even wanting to do that in the first place..yep this shows how low of a person i can get until someone can make me see straight. so a big thank you to that person for glaring at me until i did the right thing:)
and that's when my conscience went off and i managed to talk to a few more new people today and made the effort to talk to them first. and discovered some people who i thought were snobby actually turned out to be just quiet and fairly decent(: so oldies reading this, talk to the new people!!

and seeing bitter write about changing star signs, i'm going to express my view and provide info on stuff you probably didn't know =D and don't hate me for my opinion please; to each to their own(: personally, i don't believe in astrology. i believe in stars, because they're actually up there and they exist. they're not fictional. but horoscopes, the ones that tell you if you're lucky in love today, if you're a jealous person, who you're compatible with, blah blah blah - now i don't believe in those. fact: any person with a little bit of imagination can make up horoscopes. and also, there aren't 12 star signs. there's actually more, the 13th one is called something beginning with o. anyway, the nooby astrologers of the past decided that they'll only have twelve because there were twelve months in a year, which, -inserts sarcasm- was very brainy of them. not. andddd. the media is extremely slow. since they only realized in 2011 that the star sign dates had changed. and people still believed that their star signs dates had been accurate for so long..when astrologers established the zodiac stuff A COUPLE OF A THOUSAND YEARS ago== also, stars don't move, but the star signs seem like they move, because the earth has a super old process that makes it "wobble". and because of that wobbling, the star signs seemed like they moved, and they appeared on different days and yeah. sooo. to sum it up, horoscopes =rubbish, star signs=back one month and there's more than 12, stars-don't move but they seem like they do and astrology=complete crap. end of post :D

#45- 农历新年

Well its this time of year again i.e. Chinese New Year, I think as we grow older we seem to be less enthusiastic about these sort of events. i mean the only thing that i'm looking forward to its the $$$$ and the food [ OM NOMNOM] i know that this may make me come across as greedy and slightly spoilt but i'm sure i'm not the only one as gen y/i are conceited and callous (as a whole). anyhow happy year of the rabbit although i personally dont know anyone born in the year of the rabbit and speaking about zodiacs did you guys know that the zodiac signs have now change? yeah i only knew because Better told me so below are the new dates for your star sign if you have any other questions regarding this issue google it because i dont care


Capricorn: Jan. 20-Feb. 16.
Aquarius: Feb. 16-March 11.
Pisces: March 11-April 18.
Aries: April 18-May 13.
Taurus: May 13-June 21.
Gemini: June 21-July 20.
Cancer: July 20-Aug. 10.
Leo: Aug. 10-Sept. 16.
Virgo: Sept. 16-Oct. 30.
Libra: Oct. 30-Nov. 23.
Scorpio: Nov. 23-29.
Ophiuchus: Nov. 29-Dec. 17.
Sagittarius: Dec. 17-Jan. 20.

#44 - rant

warning: long post.

five things that have given me the worst non sweet and crappiest mood today:

1. there's no way to escape the heat even when you're in the shade. and when you're at a pov school the fans are at least fifteen years plus and rusty and don't cool anyone down. and every time the wind blows, it's really hot.

2. we finish fifteen minutes later on tuesdays which sounds alright, but that usually means we have to run to catch the overcrowded 705 we might not even make it on and then go home at normal time, on an EARLY day.

3. some year twelves are major assholes who think they can do anything they want to anyone younger. ie. the girl who randomly poured water onto my socks and shoes and hannah's. and thought there was no need to apologize.

4.city rail trains. why does the south line always get the forty year old trains with no air con and the western line gets a lot of the millennium trains.

5. this is probably the one that pisses me off the most. why do i constantly get told off publicly on the train by random forty-fifty year old morons who have shit jobs for no reason at all. eg. the guy who wore a construction labourer uniform that exposed his disgusting beer gut belly and hairy stomach. i know when to move and let people get out at their stop, asshole. there is no need to tell that to me in a booming voice that the whole carriage can hear. and then everyone looks at me and think i'm a bad person who doesn't know my manners.. aarghhh. honestly. this is a really shit day. and i know i complain too much but i can't help it. because all the things i hate revolve around me

#43- And so...

we all return to our usual routines as school begins. im sure most of us approached this day with mixed feelings as we're keen to see our friends again yet we dread the inevitable homework unless you look forward to this in which case you're weird! so today i saw this girl from my previous high school, i think she was in year 7 because i couldnt recognise her and she had her skirt pratically down to her ankles [LITERALLY NOT JOKING] which is a trademark year 7 thing unfortunately, and i miss junior uniforms T____________T lemon is such an ugly colour >=[
oh and if you're read my previous post then you would've known about these two lizards roaming my backyard - shivers so on the weekend i happened to see the second one but this one is more shy so i only managed to get a pic of it tail and as you can see its alot smaller than the other one [phew- oh and ignore the micellanous crap that makes up my garage] yeah and also someone please tell me if these things bite cos i was going to pick it up somehow and throw it into my next door neighbours house [yeah i dont really like my neighbours kidding i'm not that mean]

oh and funfact =D cos i havent written one in a while, did you know that coles sells hello kitty deodorant which comes in bubblegum, melon and musk sticks yes >> i shall now see if woolies has them now