photo on the move ~ftwoh and sweet come to parra for val day with the rest of us kk
Saturday, February 5, 2011
#49- I is sad ): part 6
okay to be honest im not that sad its just that i seem to scrutinise my life more so than others. today i had tutoring and omg wtf is locus it is the most pointless thing ever in the history of our civilisation. I HATE MATHS argghhhh its so pointless why am i even doing extension and am planning on doing extension 2 when i clearly do not have the talent nor the capabiltity to handle such a strenuous task. on the way back in my friends car i was randomly flicking through this magazine and guess who the main article was about??? okay i doubt anyone else cares besides wendy but it was SHOW LO <333333 which made me feel even more depressed as my mother thinks that by going to his concert i am conforming to this stereotypical teenager who doesnt know how to think for themself and that show lo is bad guy for brainwashing people like wendy and i . btw i am forbidded to go to his concert T______T and also my my shin ramyun went soggy cos my mum wanted to watch this chinese drama [grrrrr]
#48 - only human
so we fought, yelled, got hurt, felt down, drowned ourselves in guilt and wallowed in the blackness of anger. too proud and hurt to admit our faults and mistakes. making irrational spur-of-the-moment decisions without thinking of the consequences. keeping everything all bottled up inside, not telling a soul. just thinking and thinking. and then we found our consciences. and everything seemed like a never ending series of misunderstandings. then we said one word, just one, and it helped make everything all better. this was just a fight but we realized we were erroneous, imperfect, cruel and everything else that made us all only human. (:
"open your eyes to see through the walls of doubt; open your heart to live beyond the shell that holds you down." - revive
^ song lyrics are from a christian band and i don't believe in god, but this line applies to us all. our eyes and hearts were still closed .. and hopefully they are open from here on:)
edit: why does my dad own like a lumix and canon eos that he never uses?! and doesn't let me use them either?! :( :(
to bitter: was i supposed to be at sevo yesterday... =ooooo
"open your eyes to see through the walls of doubt; open your heart to live beyond the shell that holds you down." - revive
^ song lyrics are from a christian band and i don't believe in god, but this line applies to us all. our eyes and hearts were still closed .. and hopefully they are open from here on:)
edit: why does my dad own like a lumix and canon eos that he never uses?! and doesn't let me use them either?! :( :(
to bitter: was i supposed to be at sevo yesterday... =ooooo
Friday, February 4, 2011
#47- I is sad ): part 5 + water fight
okay i've been trying hard to avoid this post but unfortunately numerous things happened today. so today was school photos [yes i know its a bit early but yeah...] and well the photo people made us stand in order of tallest - shortest and guess where i stood [ and no i did not stand at the very back >>] yet unfortunately i still had to be seated at the end. this is one of the many reasons why i hate school photos as it gives many people the excuse to make remarks about my height such as BATTER and BUTTER[ though they do this everyday but thats beside the point] and also why am i the only person who got picked on for sitting at the end when there are 3 other ppl who sat at the end as well T^T even my the kids in my peer support make fun of me [sob sob] and SWEET how dare you keep me waiting at sevo today CHECK YOUR PHONE WOMAN >=[ and also do you know how hard it is to go and find a year 7 nts never do it again. oh and someone has the same watch as me so i need a to get a new watch also because a certain someone defaced it [grrrrr]. this is random but today during dinner a fly flew into my mums soup- it was quite hilarious ^^ cos she only just started to drink it
on another note we had a mini waterfight on tuesday though it was very one sided but it did help us all to cool down. thank you BETTER for organising it and we should do it again soon cos its going to be hot for a while. get well soon okay~
on another note we had a mini waterfight on tuesday though it was very one sided but it did help us all to cool down. thank you BETTER for organising it and we should do it again soon cos its going to be hot for a while. get well soon okay~
Wednesday, February 2, 2011
#46 - a rather long post
[a long post. read only if you're bored, and i was so bored i wrote so much]
better day on the train. was not yelled at by randoms thankfully. and so today's the last day of the year according the chinese system. sooo. red pockets soon(:
and today is the sort of day where i wish girra was rich and had aircon. the weather is going to burn everything into a crisp if it doesn't rain soon==
anyway. i feel sort of guilty because i've decided to be judgmental of some new kids and therefore have not been bothered to make the effort to be nice and talk to them. and so glad that today, someone persuaded me to do the right thing with them when a new person was sitting all by themselves in class and no one offered to talk to her or sit next to her..including me for about half the lesson. which makes me pretty slack. anyhow, in the end my conscience got the better of me and we moved from our seats, introduced ourselves and sat next to her. i'm still full of guilt for not even wanting to do that in the first place..yep this shows how low of a person i can get until someone can make me see straight. so a big thank you to that person for glaring at me until i did the right thing:)
and that's when my conscience went off and i managed to talk to a few more new people today and made the effort to talk to them first. and discovered some people who i thought were snobby actually turned out to be just quiet and fairly decent(: so oldies reading this, talk to the new people!!
and seeing bitter write about changing star signs, i'm going to express my view and provide info on stuff you probably didn't know =D and don't hate me for my opinion please; to each to their own(: personally, i don't believe in astrology. i believe in stars, because they're actually up there and they exist. they're not fictional. but horoscopes, the ones that tell you if you're lucky in love today, if you're a jealous person, who you're compatible with, blah blah blah - now i don't believe in those. fact: any person with a little bit of imagination can make up horoscopes. and also, there aren't 12 star signs. there's actually more, the 13th one is called something beginning with o. anyway, the nooby astrologers of the past decided that they'll only have twelve because there were twelve months in a year, which, -inserts sarcasm- was very brainy of them. not. andddd. the media is extremely slow. since they only realized in 2011 that the star sign dates had changed. and people still believed that their star signs dates had been accurate for so long..when astrologers established the zodiac stuff A COUPLE OF A THOUSAND YEARS ago== also, stars don't move, but the star signs seem like they move, because the earth has a super old process that makes it "wobble". and because of that wobbling, the star signs seemed like they moved, and they appeared on different days and yeah. sooo. to sum it up, horoscopes =rubbish, star signs=back one month and there's more than 12, stars-don't move but they seem like they do and astrology=complete crap. end of post :D
better day on the train. was not yelled at by randoms thankfully. and so today's the last day of the year according the chinese system. sooo. red pockets soon(:
and today is the sort of day where i wish girra was rich and had aircon. the weather is going to burn everything into a crisp if it doesn't rain soon==
anyway. i feel sort of guilty because i've decided to be judgmental of some new kids and therefore have not been bothered to make the effort to be nice and talk to them. and so glad that today, someone persuaded me to do the right thing with them when a new person was sitting all by themselves in class and no one offered to talk to her or sit next to her..including me for about half the lesson. which makes me pretty slack. anyhow, in the end my conscience got the better of me and we moved from our seats, introduced ourselves and sat next to her. i'm still full of guilt for not even wanting to do that in the first place..yep this shows how low of a person i can get until someone can make me see straight. so a big thank you to that person for glaring at me until i did the right thing:)
and that's when my conscience went off and i managed to talk to a few more new people today and made the effort to talk to them first. and discovered some people who i thought were snobby actually turned out to be just quiet and fairly decent(: so oldies reading this, talk to the new people!!
and seeing bitter write about changing star signs, i'm going to express my view and provide info on stuff you probably didn't know =D and don't hate me for my opinion please; to each to their own(: personally, i don't believe in astrology. i believe in stars, because they're actually up there and they exist. they're not fictional. but horoscopes, the ones that tell you if you're lucky in love today, if you're a jealous person, who you're compatible with, blah blah blah - now i don't believe in those. fact: any person with a little bit of imagination can make up horoscopes. and also, there aren't 12 star signs. there's actually more, the 13th one is called something beginning with o. anyway, the nooby astrologers of the past decided that they'll only have twelve because there were twelve months in a year, which, -inserts sarcasm- was very brainy of them. not. andddd. the media is extremely slow. since they only realized in 2011 that the star sign dates had changed. and people still believed that their star signs dates had been accurate for so long..when astrologers established the zodiac stuff A COUPLE OF A THOUSAND YEARS ago== also, stars don't move, but the star signs seem like they move, because the earth has a super old process that makes it "wobble". and because of that wobbling, the star signs seemed like they moved, and they appeared on different days and yeah. sooo. to sum it up, horoscopes =rubbish, star signs=back one month and there's more than 12, stars-don't move but they seem like they do and astrology=complete crap. end of post :D
#45- 农历新年
Well its this time of year again i.e. Chinese New Year, I think as we grow older we seem to be less enthusiastic about these sort of events. i mean the only thing that i'm looking forward to its the $$$$ and the food [ OM NOMNOM] i know that this may make me come across as greedy and slightly spoilt but i'm sure i'm not the only one as gen y/i are conceited and callous (as a whole). anyhow happy year of the rabbit although i personally dont know anyone born in the year of the rabbit and speaking about zodiacs did you guys know that the zodiac signs have now change? yeah i only knew because Better told me so below are the new dates for your star sign if you have any other questions regarding this issue google it because i dont care
Capricorn: Jan. 20-Feb. 16.
Aquarius: Feb. 16-March 11.
Pisces: March 11-April 18.
Aries: April 18-May 13.
Taurus: May 13-June 21.
Gemini: June 21-July 20.
Cancer: July 20-Aug. 10.
Leo: Aug. 10-Sept. 16.
Virgo: Sept. 16-Oct. 30.
Libra: Oct. 30-Nov. 23.
Scorpio: Nov. 23-29.
Ophiuchus: Nov. 29-Dec. 17.
Sagittarius: Dec. 17-Jan. 20.
Capricorn: Jan. 20-Feb. 16.
Aquarius: Feb. 16-March 11.
Pisces: March 11-April 18.
Aries: April 18-May 13.
Taurus: May 13-June 21.
Gemini: June 21-July 20.
Cancer: July 20-Aug. 10.
Leo: Aug. 10-Sept. 16.
Virgo: Sept. 16-Oct. 30.
Libra: Oct. 30-Nov. 23.
Scorpio: Nov. 23-29.
Ophiuchus: Nov. 29-Dec. 17.
Sagittarius: Dec. 17-Jan. 20.
Tuesday, February 1, 2011
#44 - rant
warning: long post.
five things that have given me the worst non sweet and crappiest mood today:
1. there's no way to escape the heat even when you're in the shade. and when you're at a pov school the fans are at least fifteen years plus and rusty and don't cool anyone down. and every time the wind blows, it's really hot.
2. we finish fifteen minutes later on tuesdays which sounds alright, but that usually means we have to run to catch the overcrowded 705 we might not even make it on and then go home at normal time, on an EARLY day.
3. some year twelves are major assholes who think they can do anything they want to anyone younger. ie. the girl who randomly poured water onto my socks and shoes and hannah's. and thought there was no need to apologize.
4.city rail trains. why does the south line always get the forty year old trains with no air con and the western line gets a lot of the millennium trains.
5. this is probably the one that pisses me off the most. why do i constantly get told off publicly on the train by random forty-fifty year old morons who have shit jobs for no reason at all. eg. the guy who wore a construction labourer uniform that exposed his disgusting beer gut belly and hairy stomach. i know when to move and let people get out at their stop, asshole. there is no need to tell that to me in a booming voice that the whole carriage can hear. and then everyone looks at me and think i'm a bad person who doesn't know my manners.. aarghhh. honestly. this is a really shit day. and i know i complain too much but i can't help it. because all the things i hate revolve around me
five things that have given me the worst non sweet and crappiest mood today:
1. there's no way to escape the heat even when you're in the shade. and when you're at a pov school the fans are at least fifteen years plus and rusty and don't cool anyone down. and every time the wind blows, it's really hot.
2. we finish fifteen minutes later on tuesdays which sounds alright, but that usually means we have to run to catch the overcrowded 705 we might not even make it on and then go home at normal time, on an EARLY day.
3. some year twelves are major assholes who think they can do anything they want to anyone younger. ie. the girl who randomly poured water onto my socks and shoes and hannah's. and thought there was no need to apologize.
4.city rail trains. why does the south line always get the forty year old trains with no air con and the western line gets a lot of the millennium trains.
5. this is probably the one that pisses me off the most. why do i constantly get told off publicly on the train by random forty-fifty year old morons who have shit jobs for no reason at all. eg. the guy who wore a construction labourer uniform that exposed his disgusting beer gut belly and hairy stomach. i know when to move and let people get out at their stop, asshole. there is no need to tell that to me in a booming voice that the whole carriage can hear. and then everyone looks at me and think i'm a bad person who doesn't know my manners.. aarghhh. honestly. this is a really shit day. and i know i complain too much but i can't help it. because all the things i hate revolve around me
#43- And so...
we all return to our usual routines as school begins. im sure most of us approached this day with mixed feelings as we're keen to see our friends again yet we dread the inevitable homework unless you look forward to this in which case you're weird! so today i saw this girl from my previous high school, i think she was in year 7 because i couldnt recognise her and she had her skirt pratically down to her ankles [LITERALLY NOT JOKING] which is a trademark year 7 thing unfortunately, and i miss junior uniforms T____________T lemon is such an ugly colour >=[
oh and if you're read my previous post then you would've known about these two lizards roaming my backyard - shivers so on the weekend i happened to see the second one but this one is more shy so i only managed to get a pic of it tail and as you can see its alot smaller than the other one [phew- oh and ignore the micellanous crap that makes up my garage] yeah and also someone please tell me if these things bite cos i was going to pick it up somehow and throw it into my next door neighbours house [yeah i dont really like my neighbours kidding i'm not that mean]
oh and funfact =D cos i havent written one in a while, did you know that coles sells hello kitty deodorant which comes in bubblegum, melon and musk sticks yes >> i shall now see if woolies has them now
oh and if you're read my previous post then you would've known about these two lizards roaming my backyard - shivers so on the weekend i happened to see the second one but this one is more shy so i only managed to get a pic of it tail and as you can see its alot smaller than the other one [phew- oh and ignore the micellanous crap that makes up my garage] yeah and also someone please tell me if these things bite cos i was going to pick it up somehow and throw it into my next door neighbours house [yeah i dont really like my neighbours kidding i'm not that mean]
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