so we fought, yelled, got hurt, felt down, drowned ourselves in guilt and wallowed in the blackness of anger. too proud and hurt to admit our faults and mistakes. making irrational spur-of-the-moment decisions without thinking of the consequences. keeping everything all bottled up inside, not telling a soul. just thinking and thinking. and then we found our consciences. and everything seemed like a never ending series of misunderstandings. then we said one word, just one, and it helped make everything all better. this was just a fight but we realized we were erroneous, imperfect, cruel and everything else that made us all only human. (:
"open your eyes to see through the walls of doubt; open your heart to live beyond the shell that holds you down." - revive
^ song lyrics are from a christian band and i don't believe in god, but this line applies to us all. our eyes and hearts were still closed .. and hopefully they are open from here on:)
edit: why does my dad own like a lumix and canon eos that he never uses?! and doesn't let me use them either?! :( :(
to bitter: was i supposed to be at sevo yesterday... =ooooo
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