[sorry in advance for profanity if you don't like it]
So that's what happened to me today. I welled up with tears - typical, since apparently I weep the most in my grade. Absolutely weak and pointless, but I still do it... >_> But fucking hell, we're not of that caliber so don't make things so difficult! I think the majority of us are all in the same sinking boat and I wish I didn't care so much. Like, would I ever look back and think: wow, how could I have ever been so sad over it? It's nothing to me now. But right now it doesn't feel or seem like nothing, even though everyone keeps emphasizing it's not. Dear myself, keep calm and just do it. AXEHJKFDJKLG oh I am not going to give a shit right now and think about it anymore. Tonight I shall immerse myself in a Glee marathon. And drool at Darren Criss and Matthew Morrison and everything else that makes me happy
think happy happy happy thoughts.
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