“‎If you remember me, then I don’t care if everyone else forgets.”- Haruki Murakami, Kafka on the Shore



Saturday, October 29, 2011

#191- MIA

Its been a while....again (tiny tower distracted me from blogger >> ....kinda)

anyhow, ill make this a short post since i cant really think of much to say so ill just show you some food i made today because after all a picture paints a thousand words. btw bro you owe me big time!
 waffles =D that were make a while ago

me spending x hours making this for bro's bake sale on monday

Friday, October 21, 2011

#189- Belonging

i'm glad mr van long chose to do romulus, my father as our prescribed text for area of study. it's a really interesting memoir and well it's weird how it has influenced our opinion on the characters in the book (especially christina). this kinda leads onto how people take things based on face value and i'm sure we're all guilty of it.

so now i shall begin my mini rant (end post if you dont want to read it but the deep bit is at the end):
okay so first of all don't you hate it when people start judging because of certains that you do/ happen/etc.
what i find really irritating is how people have the audacity to criticise someone, when we barely know anything about them?

(to a certain individual) before you start spewing out words i think you should stop to reassess the situation, because believe or not you will be judged back in return. i'm glad that im not hurt by you because that would make me pathetic. who are you to judge how i deal with things when you don't even know my life story. when you do area of study you'll know that there are many things that affect a person and how they fit in so how dare you even think of such a thing. in the little time that i knew you i'm sure i've been more than just nice to you and well thanks for the memories (intense sarcasm). i wish you well with the fragile friendships that you have formed because im sure im not the only one hurt by you and your labelling.

ending: be true to yourself! at the end of the day the only person who you should please is yourself and once you're happy with yourself then worry about what everyone else has to think. (okay i might contradict myself here but hopefully you can understand this) False friendships aside, appreciate those who matter because those who bitch about you behind their back arent worthy of your love nor your attention and you definitely shouldnt demean yourself by worrying over such trivial things.
to all those people that worry about having severed ties, make the effort before it gets too awkward but if its a one way battle then give up because there are others who love and appreciate you more.

Monday, October 17, 2011

#188 - ...zzzzz

i don't remember how i slept only 3-6 hours last term on school days, i went to sleep around ~12 yesterday and i was SO tired today... that when i got home, i slept from 5-8pm. the bad thing is no one in the family will wake me up because they feel sorry for me so i always sleep until dinner, which is nice and not so nice. i am amazingly productive: currently rushing through hw so i can actually start researching on assessments T__T

i think the new bio teacher is ridiculous....there is no point in doing such a large amount of hw - it's not helpful at all, since i actually have to use the net to google answers. i feel extra sorry for the non-chem people since the textbook has a lot of biochemistry (some which i don't even get)...

laughed really hard 2 times today!! good timessss. when your dense, floaty friend doesn't know the definition of subtlety, at all and people go along with it...... sighh love her but really, i sometimes feel like digging a hole in the ground and never coming up again.

oh and when people can't tell the difference between:
- it's and its
-effect and affect
-practise and practice....
and more...
and can't spell definitely properly - 

i feel annoyed (inner grammar nazi) 








Sunday, October 16, 2011

#187-Substitution

It seems as though Sunday night has conned my mother into watching their program tonight because of beyonce's supposed baby bump. Anyhow back onto the title of this post......

Today I had suddenly felt like making waffles but me being the lazy kid that I am, I cbb making my own batter. After going through my pantry, I found gluten free double choc muffin mix =D I hope it turns out well because that will be my breakfast when I have my morning class on Tuesday (I'm making it tomorrow because I don't rarely stock up on milk >> and no that is not why I'm so short)

Oh and to all those that are in my thursday tutoring class: the first page of questions is taken from 4U test no.5. I found that out today when I was attempting to file away some of our tests

Thursday, October 13, 2011

#186 - out on a dance to the moon

year 12! i like it. we run the turf - but my year 8 friend said we didn't and had no authority, ragrrhhh. i was surprised to see that not a lot of people moved to the senior area. i still only have 5 frees, so jelly of the many people i know who have 9/18. sort of ceebs for bio, most likely will be dropped at half yearly - we'll see. 2 assessments already, but i will start them today - a little bit intimidating as sal calculated they were worth 7.5% of overall hsc mark, freaky...... *gulps* my sleeping habits are still awful!! relying on too much caffeine, sigh.

got eng rank + mark, still dismal but it's ~10% and ~25 ranks improvement. yes, mr h was totes correct, i was thinking along the lines of "derp, hell yeah no more othello ever again herp derp derp derp -insert extremely happy face-" ... and i will forever think that, unfortunately :D     

love it when ext people have a double after lunch and our small group of 2u people walk off to eng ext/free - or in sal and my case - JUST GO HOME. heheheh too badass :) i went to swim after, and only 3 lanes away from me are squad kids, roughly 5 years younger than me AND they're like 5 times faster than poor me, which is quite disheartening, but serves me right for being fat and lazy for the past two years. HOWEVER, i can now swim 1km without stopping :DDDD fk yesssssss, after only 2 weeks of (strenuous) exercise - my stamina has greatly improved (from dying after every 50m and taking 5 mins break before doing another lap --> swimming 1k non stop) ^^ however i'm quite slow (moderate, maybe?) and take around 30 minutes to do it. i'm happy anyway since i swam 3k. random fact: water is 800 times more dense than air. swimming is so fun and such a good de-stresser :D

my suburb is sooo dodgy. yesterday someone got stabbed/knifed in their home and today the local pizza shop and the adjacent vietnamese bakery got into a fire. 


*OH AND... VERY HBD TO V for yesterday!! totally forgot to write in the post/on the day like a noob until reminded...but yh, HBD!! (thanks to your post 1 minute ago which reminded me) (:



                                 



burnt down  pizza store 






--14/10: encrypted text (below) A VERY LONG RANT. (you probably heard me at school)
pass: good friends, what is the thing you hate most about me. ie. it's something i do everyday. 8 letters. -- 


Monday, October 10, 2011

#185- Senior year

first of all thank you bro for the add (:

school has started and we have become the unofficial year 12's. i wonder if someone will confuse me for a year 7 if im not wearing the senior uniform T^T. i wish i could grow taller btw im currently typing in heels (yeah dont ask why i randomly decided to wear heels at home because it was sporadic). also, welcome to the new kid in our grade and also wb mevandi, we're in the same ext class yet i havent talked to you at all so currently i feel pretty bad ): ..... but you werent in class today which is odd >> did you drop extension english?

anyhow, some of us are upset about our marks but dont feel too bad yeah because we are going to ace the hsc as a cohort! (that sounds weird... an optomistic me just doesnt work) nice moment of the day: comparing better's hairstyle to her sisters + witnessing her missing happy apple on the way to eco, seeing penguin walking friend's teeth and dandelions 'new' shoes =D

cant think of much else except a really weird discussion in english led by Mr Van Long and bro so can you please elaborate in one of your posts because a very curious mind is interested in that talk (not me)

i guess i shall leave you all with some photos taken from a nice gadget referred to as my ipad