Okay so I'm currently typing on iPad now so excuse my fail grammar (only blogging because better and elisa told me that sweet updated our blog)
So time to recap the moments of the my week that I feel like sharing
Monday: chem prac = Fail, other than that nothing else
Tuesday: can't think of anything
Wednesday: hawken gave us a scary talk about plagiarism and malpractice :$ + enjoyed connie's macaroons
Thursday: EXCURSION (: other than that it was boring and sorry bus buddy for putting up with me
Friday: nothing special except for me attempting to bargain with jordon for cheaper exercise books and a fountain pen (arent I such a good customer, he now has to deliver 100+ exercise books)OH better's daffodils were so pretty btw you made my day
Saturday: extremely last minute decision to go U Syd open day but it was so worth it. Thanks for accompanying me elisa and better. Garden cafe was a let down, the food was mehhh,I could make better and there weren't many freebies at U Syd, I'm bitterly disappointed. didn't get this USB from the business stand (it was so cool) /:
will upload photos once I install my new camera on my computer and spring fling is next week =D, should i wear heels or wedges....????
Anyhow onto the point of this post, plan ahead guys so you don't get bogged down in work and so that you have a clearer idea of what you want to do
“If you remember me, then I don’t care if everyone else forgets.”- Haruki Murakami, Kafka on the Shore
Saturday, August 27, 2011
Friday, August 26, 2011
#168 - GIRRAWEEEEEK
absolutely fantastic week! i feel so proud of our school spirit :')
wednesday: girrajam. 9lives ftw! they hold lessons in fairfield=DDD i'm sort of tempted to go since distance isn't a problem. also featuring random singers
thursday: film fest. thankfully it was free entry. the rich witch was ???? had no idea what it was about, and how it related to 13. the man v. wild was awesome - the kid also has the same last name as me :D and the great henretty one... haha. the first half was good, the second half was meh.
winter vibes was on later - i dunno if i regret not going, all the people who went said it was great, but only a quarter of the school went :s
- just passed the 2u course requirement - my guesstimate was quite accurate. i'm not that sad about it, mainly coz i don't really care for it anymore.
- welcome back to ms k as well! i've missed her and her funny laugh so much for the past month. so glad she's recovering :)
friday: multicultural day - THE BEST DAY. soooo much better than last year's one! talent quest with the-forever-present-and-awesome-bollywood-dancing, music, martial arts, yummy food, house quiz, fashion parade, higher mufti penalty (worth it), and activities --> awesome
3 legged race = not as easy as it looked, but super fun. so much coordination involved, had to keep saying in, out, in, out to get our legs moving together :3 also tried out the egg and spoon race, wish i had a go at the sack race, but i think my jumps would have been too small. i didn't go on the pillow fight one too. super super super regret missing out on it the most - i should have put my violent energy to good use :'(
i made a promise with someone i frequently bash, that next year we would try it together and see who would win. hopefully me - i have to uphold my fearsome reputation xD. looking forward to MC day next year as well :D
and so the best school week ends and two weeks of torture arrive. ie. final exams. once again, i'm under prepared. ancient makes me want to weep, i have accumulated 40+ pages of content T__T
good luck everyone!!
wednesday: girrajam. 9lives ftw! they hold lessons in fairfield=DDD i'm sort of tempted to go since distance isn't a problem. also featuring random singers
thursday: film fest. thankfully it was free entry. the rich witch was ???? had no idea what it was about, and how it related to 13. the man v. wild was awesome - the kid also has the same last name as me :D and the great henretty one... haha. the first half was good, the second half was meh.
winter vibes was on later - i dunno if i regret not going, all the people who went said it was great, but only a quarter of the school went :s
- just passed the 2u course requirement - my guesstimate was quite accurate. i'm not that sad about it, mainly coz i don't really care for it anymore.
- welcome back to ms k as well! i've missed her and her funny laugh so much for the past month. so glad she's recovering :)
friday: multicultural day - THE BEST DAY. soooo much better than last year's one! talent quest with the-forever-present-and-awesome-bollywood-dancing, music, martial arts, yummy food, house quiz, fashion parade, higher mufti penalty (worth it), and activities --> awesome
3 legged race = not as easy as it looked, but super fun. so much coordination involved, had to keep saying in, out, in, out to get our legs moving together :3 also tried out the egg and spoon race, wish i had a go at the sack race, but i think my jumps would have been too small. i didn't go on the pillow fight one too. super super super regret missing out on it the most - i should have put my violent energy to good use :'(
i made a promise with someone i frequently bash, that next year we would try it together and see who would win. hopefully me - i have to uphold my fearsome reputation xD. looking forward to MC day next year as well :D
and so the best school week ends and two weeks of torture arrive. ie. final exams. once again, i'm under prepared. ancient makes me want to weep, i have accumulated 40+ pages of content T__T
good luck everyone!!
Monday, August 22, 2011
#167- A week to remember
first up was games night:
verdit- overall fun but there was room for improvement esp the king caractacus (should've been omitted from the beginning). very disappointed that i didnt get to play the jingles game, only those in my yr 9 commerce class would get it. oh well, yays for having 85c on me randomly as well 7 (different) items of the rainbow
rice + tutoring:
got mark for first 4U test back, i suppose im happy with 50% and well hopefully ill keep on improving from here on. had another 3U test which i prolly failed because i cannot comprehend questions that involve physics ):
rice was fun (: still in shock that my friend's youth is Sam Chan's (aka my old church before i moved). would show you guys the SCSC posted note but due a series of events that isnt happening. also, it was good to see you again sweet as well as wendy and roberta. happy apple i saw you at rice when we were all leaving but you didnt hear me ): but your sister did (: [ i have this paranoia that ppl are ignoring me these days]
shall leave you with all coffee and cinnamon pancakes with ice cream and berrries that i made a while ago using one of those sandwich press. nts use lots of espresso next time
verdit- overall fun but there was room for improvement esp the king caractacus (should've been omitted from the beginning). very disappointed that i didnt get to play the jingles game, only those in my yr 9 commerce class would get it. oh well, yays for having 85c on me randomly as well 7 (different) items of the rainbow
rice + tutoring:
got mark for first 4U test back, i suppose im happy with 50% and well hopefully ill keep on improving from here on. had another 3U test which i prolly failed because i cannot comprehend questions that involve physics ):
rice was fun (: still in shock that my friend's youth is Sam Chan's (aka my old church before i moved). would show you guys the SCSC posted note but due a series of events that isnt happening. also, it was good to see you again sweet as well as wendy and roberta. happy apple i saw you at rice when we were all leaving but you didnt hear me ): but your sister did (: [ i have this paranoia that ppl are ignoring me these days]
shall leave you with all coffee and cinnamon pancakes with ice cream and berrries that i made a while ago using one of those sandwich press. nts use lots of espresso next time
Thursday, August 18, 2011
#166 - every mile will be worth my while.
pretty crappy day in all.... i'm actually a fuzzy and stressed out thing under this "carefree" exterior. when in doubt /experiencing woes and sadness, listen to disney soundtracks --> they're a great mood lifter =D
after a very sad incident involving my most detested nemesis in the chem final - i ate super cheap vietnamese beef noodle soup - soo yummy!! that cheered me up.
just felt like featuring this awesome person about to eat: my dad, the person i get all my bad traits from, the person who makes me cry, the fighter for justice, the person who always encourages me. forever awesome and world's best dad <3
2 days. yes, i know, i'm highly hypocritical - but have no fear, i won't go to the good side.
after a very sad incident involving my most detested nemesis in the chem final - i ate super cheap vietnamese beef noodle soup - soo yummy!! that cheered me up.
just felt like featuring this awesome person about to eat: my dad, the person i get all my bad traits from, the person who makes me cry, the fighter for justice, the person who always encourages me. forever awesome and world's best dad <3
2 days. yes, i know, i'm highly hypocritical - but have no fear, i won't go to the good side.
Monday, August 15, 2011
#165- Baby Steps
why is it that every time i take a step forward i end up being two steps behind?
some processes are long and some are sad so what do you do when you cannot escape the inevitable.... you take things one step at a time. it may be difficult and there will be tears involved but remember tears are words that the heart is incapable of conveying, so listen hard.
also, thank you C and A for coming today, it was really nice to meet you and to have someone to talk to.
some processes are long and some are sad so what do you do when you cannot escape the inevitable.... you take things one step at a time. it may be difficult and there will be tears involved but remember tears are words that the heart is incapable of conveying, so listen hard.
also, thank you C and A for coming today, it was really nice to meet you and to have someone to talk to.
Thursday, August 11, 2011
#164 - walk straight on.
i had a bio excursion today in st james. highlights: i patted a very fluffy possum, spiky echidna, python and and baby crocodile and saw bats flying. i also went to kinokuniya and saw an english translation of 1 litre of tears there?!! brings back sad memories... =( and n2s: do not eat at maccas until a year has passed - blatantly false advertising and ridiculously expensive prices. $15.95 for a one person meal, and they advertise that as a 2 person deal = freaking joke.
onto other things, i admit i fail at historiography. i rewrote my thesis over 10 times and literally deleted thousands of words and many footnotes and i can't afford to waste anymore time on it :( aaarghhh, hip, you are such an annoying pain in the ass, because of you i am feeling really stressed/doubtful/annoyed/sad and i'm really having a hard time about extension. to pick or not to pick :(((( handing another draft to stormy tomorrow, it's around 900 words. if i screw this one up, i am just going to bs my head off - crappy ranking and mark, here i come.
something that further depresses me is chem tutoring... i have zero confidence in the final next week. the people are so beast. i'm 100% certain that they're going to get state ranks. how am i supposed to compete with great people =[ another sad thing is that i'm a loner there when i wait outside ... i know it's not really important, but i do feel awkward and stupid when it's just me by myself and there's around 15 people in their own groups, a little bit away from me. thanks to tess and ghinelli for being my only friends though, you've helped me pass the bad times in class =] "you only have to beat 7 or 8 people to stay in the top class..." can i, when i ranked so crappy and literally failed an exam ? well, i seriously doubt i can, but i'll try. something i find quite the lols is that when i literally failed, i achieved something: a new record - a top class student literally failing. i really don't deserve to be there. /end cynical rant
anyway, things to look forward to:
- 13/08: robbo's birthday outing!
- 20/08: RICE. why am i going, i am such a hypocrite (many have told me i am, so i admit that i am very hypocritical). but my ticket has already been paid for (without my permission ==), my sis is going and i feel worried for her catching the train at ~11PM by herself and i'm sort of interested in what it's going to be like. and i just found out pepper spray is illegal even for self-defense, dammit.
onto other things, i admit i fail at historiography. i rewrote my thesis over 10 times and literally deleted thousands of words and many footnotes and i can't afford to waste anymore time on it :( aaarghhh, hip, you are such an annoying pain in the ass, because of you i am feeling really stressed/doubtful/annoyed/sad and i'm really having a hard time about extension. to pick or not to pick :(((( handing another draft to stormy tomorrow, it's around 900 words. if i screw this one up, i am just going to bs my head off - crappy ranking and mark, here i come.
something that further depresses me is chem tutoring... i have zero confidence in the final next week. the people are so beast. i'm 100% certain that they're going to get state ranks. how am i supposed to compete with great people =[ another sad thing is that i'm a loner there when i wait outside ... i know it's not really important, but i do feel awkward and stupid when it's just me by myself and there's around 15 people in their own groups, a little bit away from me. thanks to tess and ghinelli for being my only friends though, you've helped me pass the bad times in class =] "you only have to beat 7 or 8 people to stay in the top class..." can i, when i ranked so crappy and literally failed an exam ? well, i seriously doubt i can, but i'll try. something i find quite the lols is that when i literally failed, i achieved something: a new record - a top class student literally failing. i really don't deserve to be there. /end cynical rant
anyway, things to look forward to:
- 13/08: robbo's birthday outing!
- 20/08: RICE. why am i going, i am such a hypocrite (many have told me i am, so i admit that i am very hypocritical). but my ticket has already been paid for (without my permission ==), my sis is going and i feel worried for her catching the train at ~11PM by herself and i'm sort of interested in what it's going to be like. and i just found out pepper spray is illegal even for self-defense, dammit.
Tuesday, August 9, 2011
#163- Tears
they say that tears are the words that the heart can't express - does that mean i fail at communication?
i wish i had someone to talk to, someone that won't judge me. i wish things were different but of course i have no control over that. i want to be happier, but that doesnt seem possible. i want to laugh and smile like how i used to- except now i feel so contained and trapped. im only a shell, a carefully crafted facade and i hate that. my purpose? that's dismal
sorry about the random post, i just had some things that i needed to say
i wish i had someone to talk to, someone that won't judge me. i wish things were different but of course i have no control over that. i want to be happier, but that doesnt seem possible. i want to laugh and smile like how i used to- except now i feel so contained and trapped. im only a shell, a carefully crafted facade and i hate that. my purpose? that's dismal
sorry about the random post, i just had some things that i needed to say
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