#142 - HAPPY 16TH BITTER^^

happy happy b'day bitter, hope you liked my fail trolling text 12 mins late =D and thanks for the awesome party + food! had heaps of fun~ like for example, swapping dresses with viv and looking like misfits(simply LIKE A BOSS), talking heaps, witnessing very painful slaps, meeting new people, seeing elisa after a very long time, and drinking a cup of water that had salt and pepper in it very fast because i was dying of thirst, not realising until i saw a very happy looking troll aka batter, laughing her head off. fact: she's also a very unwanted photo-bomber =.=

SCSC ^^ SO CUTE






















only good photo i have of bittersweet >.< and yikes...my face

painful-and-excruciating-to-watch-slaps to luke .... and look how happy bitter is :O


elisa and viv =D and someone's head (:


girl power!


BIRTHDAY GIRL


awesome foursome! except connie is looking the wrong way =~=


ahhh sicilian is so pretty(:






CAKEEE


hahah SHIGLEY


people (:


TESSSSS :)




and do you know it took me a very very long time uploading all these pics =_=

#141- Its kinda bittersweet....

First of all, sweet and i would like to apologise for being incredibly lazy people. we neglected this blog so we promise to post more often it's just that school is being a real B**** lately.
anyhow, OMG yesterday ----> PARTY ^^ ehehehe i hope everyone had a wonderful and thank you for taking the time to celebrate my birthday. oh i checked gradelove lately and thanks to all who posted the really, really nice comments. hmm highlight of yesterday would be portia trolling joanna aka batter or batter trolling sweet =D and BIG THANK YOU to viv and connie aka better who helped me to organise everything

finally got to see sweet's d90 and its so pro im so jelly
shall leave you all with some memorable pics:

 shiseido products~ drools

i sigh at the effort of certain ppl

 my $89 now $60 pen from jordon, i was too scared to ask for a fountain pen

the star-man is my partial pressie from cedric, i wont acknowledge it cos it involves slave labour >>

the list that we composed in less than 15min ofc the real reason is because luke is too cool for me ): btw his commentary is at the end of each reason. OH and before i forget thanks for the cards, the messages are so amusing~

and thats it for now because i have an assessment/ hw for every subject, i hope everyone survives the next 21 days because then it means holidays ----> MORE PARTYING

#140 - sad

i got my report back and i'm currently feeling very down... like i always do every time since year nine :( i think i will surrender and give up ext hopefully sometime really soon because: a) i have no interest b) mark and rank was the shits c) i spend so much time and the end result is shit d) i'm the sort of person who gives up easily e) time consuming and much dislike.
but i know it's completely all my fault. i'm so disappointed in myself, and so disappointed that i disappointed my rents who are so nice and just absolute dears to me, trying to make sure i'll get somewhere in life. sorry mum and dad =[ =[ need to fix myself up...! i'm not really in the mood to be partying so.. sorry in advance bitter, if i'm miserable and moping tomorrow =[

and since i'm feeling down, some good old motivational quotes to the rescue:

every ceiling, when reached, becomes a floor, upon which one walks as a matter of course and prescriptive right - aldous huxley

to be able at any moment, to sacrifice what we are, for what we could become
- charles dubois

keep steadily before you the fact that all true success depends at last upon yourself.
theodore t. hunger

#139- Jumbled thoughts

hi guys, its been a while! i'm sorry for neglecting blogger but i have an excuse... well many. there's physics (that was today), chem, more phys, eng adv ict + essay, maths, eco essay and many other task which i should do. anyhow something happened yesterday and by that i mean batter trolling sweet (:

sorry sweet (: i kinda knew all about it and well it was funny to see your reaction so thats why i didnt tell you anything ^^ i wish it was the weekend, saturday night shall be epic =D i wonder what my 'cool balloon' will look like, oh and i can finally meet sweet's lover aka her d90.

something about me: i dont like surprises, i'm incredibly inquisitve and curious (i think they mean the same thing but oh wells) and love knowledge (eheheh especially gossip, needs to dnm). on another note; TOMORROW NEVER COMES ):
anyhow i intended this to be a quick post so i can do maths and english essay away so i shall leave you all with some more quotes from my collection. enjoy~

Don't be afraid that your life will end, be afraid that it will never begin.

"An amazing thing, the human brain. Capable of understanding incredibly complex
and intricate concepts. Yet at times unable to recognize the obvious and simple."

One Good Thing About Music, When It Hits You, It Doesn't Hurt You!

"If you can't AMAZE people with your INTELLIGENCE, CONFUSE them with your STUPIDITY."

For every action there is a reaction... so make it a positive one! (does anyone remember Newton's 3rd law, hahaha phys T.T made so many silly mistakes already)

#138 - so many things

those terrible misunderstandings and misconceptions people have about you.... aarrggghhhhhhh why am i always that person? :( but it's the least of my worries at the moment.
so. today i bawled for a really dumb thing. it didn't make anything better, my eyes just stung intensely after >< stupid extremely emotionally unstable wreck me. but everyone was so very nice and supportive in their own varying good and crappy ways, and at the moment i was loved by all >:)
i also got told off by dear old ms bhave for eating (apples) irregularly. apparently by eating irregularly often, you get painful stomach ulcers..... here's the fact to remember every time you don't want to eat at regulated hours.
awkward moments:
- the awkward moment when two guys you barely talk to, one of them who you are really terribly awkward around and try to avoid eye contact with, join you and your two friends and there is an excruciatingly long awkward silence
- the awkward moment when your very outspoken unself-aware friend comments on one of the guys' long tie wondering aloud where a normal tie would go down to, and pulls his tie down and prods close to his......... omfg. the awkwardness ><
i hate how we're at the age where it can get so awkward with other people and that this is just the start of all the awkward moments we will get in our lives..

#137- Reflections

today marks the beginning of june/winter; i hope that the coming weeks won't be as cold as the past couple of weeks. i hope it rains more on wednesdays, studying during sport allocated periods feels so good. it makes me feel accomplished yet i only did maths but still i didnt procrastinate because everyone was doing work as well. oh and did you know that batter is a massive troll- she ruined my master plan today, i is sad ):

stuff im not looking forward to: upcoming assessments in particular english advanced and physics, oh and maths- i have a bad feeling about this test. i dont think that i can uphold our pledge, sorry maths buddies
i need to have an end of term review, not enough time + exams = no sleepovers + no coffee dates 
hmmm harry potter is coming out next month, i suppose i've grown up reading the books more so than watching the movies so i dont really care, but this is the last time that ill see emma, daniel and rupert acting together. i wish they didnt grow up so fast, it's quite scary.

anyhow i shall leave you all with some wise words from my collection (yes i actually have a collection):
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♥ ~`Starting from today, live only for the ones you love and love you in return. Life's too short to waste tears and time on unworthy people. You must live each day with your brightest smile; doing so, you would experience and feel... true happiness.`~

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“Sometimes you put walls up not to keep people out, but to see who cares enough to break them down.”

False tears bring pain to those around you. A false smile brings pain to one self

- i dedicate this final phrase to sweet (: in hope that she will come to realise something

The perfect person exists only in our DREAMS.
In this LIFE, we have to settle with whoever comes close.
Someone not PERFECT but REAL.

if you guys want to read more of these sayings/words let me know and ill post them more often =D