#203- WARNING!

i might be on hiatus

not sure but this time i shall warn you all in advance that i will neglect blogger unless i feel the need to vent and rage. also sweet and V, philosophy friend good luck with your exams and remember to (0,a)

on another note, i think i'm recovering (just a bit) and because i always show the best food you can possibly entice your taste buds with, please marvel at my medicine for the day.

and yes that egg has become a tad green >>

#202 - summer wind

cold. such an awful time to have it, my voice is getting deeper and lower :( nose is also extremely runny, i've literally sniffled all day and contributed to killing many trees. =( suffered from hug deprivation, too.

today on the bus we were talking about embarrassing train memories and people asked me for some of mine.  i remember i was running late as usual; i made the train but my bag got stuck in the door and i was mortified. it was peak hour and i was awkwardly trying to wriggle myself out with many onlookers. ah the shame. and today! in the arvo, three kids were running in front of me by 5m, the train doors opened for them, i finally ran down the stairs and the train doors just closed. then i saw two hills sports girls laughing at me, grrrr.
 
harry potter pick up lines, hehehehh. never gets old and such a great mood lifter.

i have tomorrow, thursday, next monday and tuesday off. red bites are much hotter (temperature wise) and still that same ugly colour, damn. something cheerful: MCKAY won bball comp! finally we're first in a sport :D  and another awesome thing - i've started to learn nyan cat! it's actually quite nice and pretty when it's played slow, it sounds really jazzy/michael buble-y :D songs in Db /C# major are awesome. 

nyan nyan nyan  nyan nyan nyan~ i wish to be nyan cat for muck up day.

#201- Good Grief

so i'm posting at like 10 in the morning on a school day.... strange i know
well unfortunately i'm sick and its buffer week ):
getting a medical certificate for the first time was weird, mainly because mum asked family doctor about potential careers. i hope deputy doesnt give me the look when i hand in my note saying i was sick with the flu. it just seems so dodgey that's all ><

trip down memory lane:
do you guys remember the size of the old gaming consoles as in the ones you would get from maccas

#200- conflicting perspectives/bug encounters & hate

200th post! i have finally finished the excruciatingly-difficult-to-write speech. YESSSSSSS!!!!!!!!! but...it's 890 words - i dunno if i can talk that fast and still be coherent.  anyway, i praise the godly internet for its wealth of information :D i hardcore it out so much on the weekends before stuff is due - but the thing is done

100 train tickets or so

i am truly a walking wreck of conflicting perspectives (yes i just had to bring this up and remind people). so i was full of rage against the varsity...but then it looked so nice! D:  i retract my prior statement  and blog post rage about it, since i have decided....to get one. argh. damn my fast changing hypocritical mind.

28/11: I UTTERLY AND WHOLE HEARTEDLY LOATHE ALL BUGS/INSECTS IN ANY WAY, SHAPE OR FORM. i was scratching intensely at 5 highly itchy spots on both arms yesterday which i attributed to mosquitoes, that then today turned out to be a very ugly shade of red. and today i was itching and scratching like crazily all day.  i just self diagnosed myself on google, and i'm convinced i have bed bugs in my bed. i have a new bite on my shoulder, and there's a semi shaped line of blood on it. fml. i think it's bed bugs because apparently they like to leave a pattern of 3 sites of biting respectively known as: breakfast, lunch and dinner - and well, guess what - i have them all on my left arm. FUUU. further reason to hate bed bugs: i have a bed bug bite from 8 years ago, and the redness still has not faded. just bloody brilliant (ha, the irony). i put on soothing chinese ointment and STILL i get bitten and feel so itchy =="

another buggy encounter: yesterday i was eating shrimp, and somehow - some big reddish orange thing fell from the ceiling, literally. it looked like a bug and i just ran away screaming (i hateeeeeeee bugs and i'm wimpy). then i thought i was a little paranoid, my mum was eating shrimp heads, so perhaps i had mistaken a flying shrimp head for some sort of reddish-orange bug? oh silly me. then my mum told me off  and then she realised it actually was some sort of ugly bug - she said it was a golden beetle or something like that in chinese, and dumped it down the loo.

 i reiterate: i hate bugs. especially blood sucking parasites

#199- Well this is awkward.....

Recount of today:
-woke up late
- caught train, bus and got to school whilst interrogating bro along the way
- got to school
-mad rush of people trying to pay today
-almost fell asleep in maths again (i should bring gum)
-got home to stock my tiny tower but before that i went to check the mail (the literal mail) and well here's where it gets awkward.
so somehow or another a dead bird has found its way to one of my plants in the front yard and because it's dead it radiates a foul odour. hopefully any passerbys wont notice it and mistake me for an animal abuser (that's bf, poor dog ...). all in all, im too chicken to approach it so how should i get rid of it before it gets too awkward. Also the bird is near the front gate so its kind of unavoidable ><

#198 - don't forget to be

general mood: quite content. reasons why: a) i finally caught up on doctor who...which i hadn't associated with for the last three weeks. ahhh the joy; b) major confidence/motivating boost today, i have some form of faith in myself ^^; c) had a well deserved period of procrastination/chilling for ~8 hours; d) i am getting a new (FINALLY, a touch) phone as a xmas + bday pressie. ie. white iphone 4. no more manual tedious and slow texting for me ever again :D  

thank you mother nature for finally raining, i was sizzling horribly in the morning.

pretty tree.
  

you know how it's spring now? well i just did 3 hours of spring cleaning. my room is so tidy now, it's a little weird. today, i've also learnt a painful lesson. always, always, do maths homework on the day i get it. i'm behind by 3 exercises, just did 1, and i want to weep at the many questions left to do, why the heck did i abandon this?!! must never do so again.

i was going to vent my spleen about something...but i'm not going to since this is supposed to be a rare happy post from me :)

#197-Buffer Week

9  more days til buffer week but hey whose counting.... speaking about counting 9 has something to deal with tomorrow but i'll let you ponder about its significance (not that i feel it being necessary to celebrate it).

anyhow a lot of the stuff i wanted to say has been said already by yours truly so just click here.
and because the teachers love bombading us students with knowledge, for the past week i've clocked up a carry weight max of 7kg a day (sigh- school is bulking up my muscles which is not a good thing)

part of my collection of resources. exams here i come!

#196 - 11/11/11

lest we forget. 
  

first task was horrendous, drastic, nasty, awful, difficult, everything horrible. i spent 5 precious minutes trying to figure out what the stimulus meant and how to answer it and finished just in the nick of time. okay, all the other times i was sad after, i was just being a worry wart. but seriously this time, i know i definitely stuffed up ): i don't think i really answered it right. i'm sort of over it now anyway, since it's done already. >>

varsity company -  i'm sorry but i do not want to be associated with your product.
ms k: *calls out my name*
me: i don't want one.
ms k: is it because of the price or the design?
me: both.
ms k: but it's year 12! the rest of the grade will be getting it. we do get a few free ones along with it as well. would you be interested? (i have no idea why you're assisting the company??!!!)
me: yeah but... i never really wanted a varsity.
ms k: so you don't want one even if it's free?
me: yup (well, duh, it's hideous and i can finally put my blazer to good use)

i simply don't want one. i don't feel the need to "belong" with the others to be recognised as seniors at all and neither do i  really care if everyone else has one and i don't. no one force me/nag/annoy the shit out of me to get one or be associated with it. yeah i can be unreasonable and obstinate, that's the way i am - but anyway don't piss me off by telling me repeatedly when i've said no.


on the other hand, cozy meet up at gloria jeans today!! i miss those friday hang outs, just chilling for a few hours before we all have to go back home. love you guys - s, r, w, v :')   

ugh. must force my lazy self to travel to redfern tomorrow. cannot wait until next friday is over, 7 days.
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ancient research coming along nicely. it was quite the coincidental moment when i "noticed" rob at haymarket library ^^ and fail us at caps - the editing was all in japanese, and we wanted to reverse an action... but it ended up printing instead. barely any decorations, but oh well.

i adore you, indoctrinating sparta, but seriously, your art is so incredibly boring to such a large extent i actually just go to sleep instead of looking at you. really >:(

#195- Disturbia

okay so my maths class is notorious for being incredibly loud. we dont notice it though,....now what?
i think i shall just apologise on behalf of my class for restricting the learning experience of my fellow peers and for that i am sorry!

also i think i need to rant again about how the junior years are failing in mannerisms.
OMG the early parra bus was so packed and noisy, whenever a public passenger got on the bus i didnt even see one person offer their seat and this extends to the elderly ( to those people that this is directed to: stop being caught up in your own bubble and pay attention to your surroundings. hate to break it to you but the world does not revolve around you) so yeah whenever you see a junior being a stubborn fool on public transport do the right thing and tell them off! as for me: on this experience i was at the back so my voice was inaudible- if only i have better's volume and distinct voice

picture time:

birthday cake for maths teacher if you look closely theres a pi is written in icing
i would show you guys a better photo but for various reasons of protection i cannot

#194 - occupy syd. photojournalism & other stuff.

super quick post.
omgggg... i think i'm getting into jazz/soft pop/whatever now, michael bublé's voice...why is it so fine?! *swoons* and zomg. ORISINAL MUSIC... so lovelyyyy :') 

i need more time and sleep. i've been getting up at 6.40-8.30 for the past 2 weeks, and sleeping at like 12.30-4....so drained. end result: FINALLY 850 words after 5 days of proper work, and waste of 2 weeks. 1000 if i'm bothered to elaborate. i dislike how i sleep so easily on public transport (trains ftw.) and after school for a few good hours, but then i wake up totally groggy and pissed i've done nothing. and then at night, when i want to fall asleep, i need to wait for at least 20 minutes before i fall asleep. aaarghhhh.

why is there absolutely nothing on sparta, (even in the state library! such bs!)  but so much information on greece. don't tell me i actually have to buy the books online. >_>
martin place is so retro/funky/individualistic/cool. there's skateboarders, promotions, weird shows you see in mX, yesterday there was "occupy sydney" and like 10 police + riot cars and like 50 police on the scene... 

police/riot squad.

i actually don't really understand the whole OCCUPY thing around the world, except it's related to anti-capitalism, something like they're not the 1% who own 40% of the world's wealth... yeah i don't get it. i was listening to the organisers talk and my reaction was: "wtfffff"

quest in becoming the ULTIMATE HIPSTER... :P

#193- Reports

got reports yesterday. it was expected.... that's about it. Mrs Awkward wouldnt tell us our overall rank and her atar approx was (extremely) vague. Curious me resorted to online atar calculators = bad result.

im screwed, 3 research tasks and i've barely touched them. also i need to decide to on my related texts but you prolly dont want to listen to my dilemma so ill cut it short til next time~

insert photo

 happy birthday mr consistent (:

little chocolate mouse =D

#192 - senior life

cutieee

this is what we do in ancient

derppppp. rats.

eng.

one eye big, one eye small =.=

beautiful spring purple flowers/whatever. <3

 caricature: sally & i; caricaturist: faizah  

my yummy BIG shrimp noodles

notes:
- the kettle in room 41 is encouraging everyone to get fat. ie. bring BIG cup noodles
- not getting a varsity. $90 and extremely fugly.
- wish for more time.
- the save-lots-of-money plan. *successful first week*.

additional notes 4/11: 
- humanities teachers are my favourites! they each have their own unique traits, tell funny stories (sometimes tmi), are sincere and just awesome. even when they don't even know me, and are unaware of stuff, they still help out so much. best teachers in the world! :') :')
- i feel so guilty for not being pink  but wow, prefects did an amazing job :D
-  what sort of justice is this (rubbish): interesting fact, the criminal justice system is a failure in achieving justice for individuals & society - just shortcomings after another. all the government does is continually ask for recommendations, review, release fancy schmanzy media statements that only make them look goodt, draft bills ... but then guess what? NOTHING HAPPENS, the draft bill just disappears into who knows where. ie. bail. why has nothing changed since 2009? it's 2 years on, ffs and i have only 1 legal measure *weeps* seriously how long does it take to amend stuff!

congrats to my cute FONGKY who bought 2 tickets and won 2 prizes :D

SUCH a cute daughter <333

hi, we must-ache you a question. (so cliche)

frees with the wifey(?)

cute daughter & son <3